Monday, September 03, 2007
today didnt do much. stayed at home to study with my sis. surpurisingly fun. like every other a level student, i feel the pressure and stress buliding. its worrying.. i'm not sure i can do as well as i did for a o's. argh. wadever.anyway, on friday i meet up with my sec sch friends to return to stc to visit the teachers. when i was there, i knew deep in my heart i'll still be an ij girl no matter where i go (sounds weird, but ya). its those friends who made school meaningful. when i listen to the songs of high school musical, it really reminds me of the good times i had. deep inside, it pains me knowing that those days are long gone. the friends we now hold on to, are us trying to hold of to whats left of ourselves. what we once had and never want to lose. those 4 years which groomed us and made prepared us for today. no amount of preparation and training could ever help us to face our world today, but they[no, not teachers] did their best. we've survived this far. we will go on. yea. hide your feelings. thats the only way to move on
[DEPRESSED]