Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I'm blogging! again! finally! haha. I think Kor has given up on trying to ask me to blog. haha. surprise kor. hahaThe Jc i am in... i shall not mention any name lest i get into trouble with the principal (why do I even care?) Is fun. The seniors and my Og friends are friendly and nice people. the teachers are somewhat acceptable. The academic sucks big time. hiaz. I really want to get out. I feel so reatricted there. Restricted. As though i know that here is more to learn but not all is being given to us. so demoralising...
hiaz. anyway, I decided to join council and rock climbing. I joined council upon request and rocmoc upon passion. hope i can cope. mark will suffer with me. muahahahaha... the training was tough. stretching was not too bad. circuit was a killer. ENDURE. luckily mark, des and king were there to motivate me or i think i would have given up half-way. thanks guys. the other reason why i endured is cos i was wearing a certain yellow shirt with -victorian- behind it. couldn't let the school down could I? Throw the face of my cousin's and brother's school. haha. after that took cab home, slept late and woke up aching all over...
lectures are plain boring... the bio teacher is crazy... the others are not too bad. GP is scary. I'm still deciding between biology and physics...
sorry this entry contains scattered info. I'm super tired from all the activities...
[DEPRESSED]
Monday, January 09, 2006
I don't like it theremy new JC
the people are nice
but my heart, my mind is somewhere else
somewhere far
somewhere presently unreachable
I will reach there
I will
I will leave here
I will
The time will come
The results
Results
I will follow my heart
God will see me through
After 10 weeks of singing
-your call is ours too-
We will start to sing
-thy sons are we-
What JC do I passionately wish to enter?
I just told you
For now, I will give it my all
Physics or Biology
I will sit for both
My heart belongs elsewhere
I will go
Together, my friends
We will
We will
God will see us through this time
I know he will
He has answered us before
Why not now?
He will
He has a plan for us
Just wait and see
For now, I'll just have to survive in this JC
[DEPRESSED]