Thursday, August 16, 2007
have you ever felt like the world has turned against you? like everyone around is an enemy?that it's you and only you?to fend for yourself.to stand tall.i know what it feels like.yet.do you know what it feels like.when enemies surround you.and you realise that friends are there.waiting.supporting.just there.comforting.standing beside.you know know how it feels.to be depressed and down.yet happy and comforted. at the same time. i know. i know because i am running two races at the same time.its not easy.but i will pull through.i will survive.i will emerge victorous.i will live. [DEPRESSED]
Monday, August 06, 2007
when insecurity sets inwhen fear grips you
when anguish plagues within
when you want to end it all
to end it
to survive through
to leave forever
and
to ensure your enemies never see the light of day
Labels: blood words
[DEPRESSED]
when the pain gets too great
when the fear takes control
sharp.razor.it touches.it slices
the line is straight
the cut is smooth
I finally feel it
the warmth
as it flows down my arm
it stains my clothes
I don't mind
it doesn't gush
just flows
pours
pain?
what pain?
there is none
maybe
from inside
my heart is bleeding
It hurts
It really does
help me.help me please
if only
those can flow out of my heart
out of my memory
if only
It can be as easy
to release It as it now flows
free from my wrist
down
to anywhere it was to
free
the red is becoming brighter
I breathe deeper
there is no silence!
when the fear takes control
sharp.razor.it touches.it slices
the line is straight
the cut is smooth
I finally feel it
the warmth
as it flows down my arm
it stains my clothes
I don't mind
it doesn't gush
just flows
pours
pain?
what pain?
there is none
maybe
from inside
my heart is bleeding
It hurts
It really does
help me.help me please
if only
those can flow out of my heart
out of my memory
if only
It can be as easy
to release It as it now flows
free from my wrist
down
to anywhere it was to
free
the red is becoming brighter
I breathe deeper
there is no silence!
Labels: blood words
[DEPRESSED]