Monday, March 28, 2005
Wednesady is promotion ceremony. I am SO nervous. I really want to get promoted to SWO but I know full well that it will not be so. I passed my ULP but I didn't manage to get any silver badge. I have about 3 or 4 bronze badges but not a single silver badge. I missed a chance to go to Israel with my family just to be able to sit for my RCK silver and i failed it. I have not received the result yet but I know that I have failed. I will be contented no matter what rank I receive. If I got a double, i would be sergeant. At least its better than lance. I will continue to hope until I see my rank. who ever is reading my blog now please don't tell any of my YOs what I said. I need an outlet for me to express myself and not be restricted.I'm ready to scold a few cadets on wednesday. It is always the same few who are incompetent. Someone (she's from EDC, guess who) told me not to buy her another Red Cross name tag cos she is changing her name. (O.o)!!! She happily told me that last wednesady. So what name tag is she going to wear on the uniform? Definately NOT her school nametag. I can't stand her. We all can't... I have to put her down for one for flag raising in school assembly cos she is an upper sec cadets but we all fear that she will make the same mistakes again. To make sure she listens, I put her with Ginni. I know Ginni is not happy about it but ginni is the only one who can control her and have the energy to scold her. If she dares kick the flag or let it touch the floor again, not only will ginni and i kill her but so will the principal, dm and our YOs. I hope the cadets will not make things difficult this wednesday. I am so nervous and scared, but yet hopeful.
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