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thurs was like the craziest day ever. rush back from camp to go the children's cancer foundation in tj. pokky was singing so we went to support. michel, his friend, eugene, justin, one friend (forgot his name), kenny, anh and i. the concert wasnt too bad.. the fun started AFTER everything was over. here's what happened..


all of us went up to the roof to take photo. we went to the one right outside the 3rd floor staff room. we did many crazy poses and tdid crazy things like hide from kenny while he was on the phone (courtesy of anh). heh. we jumped flat on our bellies when the vice principal suddenly appearred outside the TRC. he probably didnt see us. then some of us had to commando crawl to the more stable concrete roof.totally crazyy. i'll upload the pics another time. when we went back, kenny did something super lame... he hid in the recycling bin.... -.-'''

we soon realised that it was late and we were locked in school... we went down to the 2nd floor corridor only to realise that it was dark and all the exits were sealed off. the lift wasnt working and our only other option was to jump. we wanted to jump from the ladder above the pond but it was too dangerous. i was freaked out. totally freaked out. while we were walking around the corridor looking of an opened shutter in the dark, michel said some stuff which scared me even more. i couldnt even turn around to look for anh... ended up... nvm. anyway, pokky found that the shutters to the TA block wasnt locked so we managed to exit thru there.

then we faced another problem, the exits were all locked too. we climbed by the railings past the shutter, (dangerously) hanging on the ledge of the 2nd story. haha. no la. it was fun. he help each other get past. phew. another obstacle down. michel and kenny then went to the washroom. after that we made our way to the front gate, avoiding cameras on the way.

okkk... another obstacle. getting out of tj. i'm glad for the rotating gate cos they have a flat surface. i crossed after and and kenny. but i couldnt jump, too high. i was supposed to grip the spikes on the left but i couldnt take the risk of slipping or the spikes will go thru my head. i felt that i might slip and my senses about my inabilities are usually accurate. so... troublesome me was stuck.. argh. in the end eugene had to cross past me and try to catch me while i slide off. one of his friend, weng i think, came up and held on. i managed to get off unhurt and in one piece although my heart was beating so fast i thin it was vibrating. haha. this time, we really GOT OUT OF TJ. but it was so funnnn!!!!! haha.

finally could have supper but it was alr 1130pm so anh and i went home first. heh.






you all are not blind, and neither am i dumb. i know you know, because you saw. i have nothing to say.

its 4days before my bday. last week i didnt go youth service cos decided to go 1st then go home to study. weizhen smsed me telling me to come to youth service today cos she wanted to celebrate my bday. i was intending to anyway. then this morning during cell, not even a hint. she didnt celebarte. hmmm... nvm. i was too preoccupied with my on-coming pms, current sleep deficit and school stress to worry about no celebration. although i have to admit i was diasppointed [initially]. i kinda almost fell asleep in service [alevels is the worst 2 years of one's life]. after service, wz said she wanted to have 5mins cell so we had to go to the back of hall9 to wait for her. alot of yoznet ppl were hanging around there so i jus went to chat with xiu shi's cell ppl. the yoz net ppl, many of them, started to congregating around a table so we jus moved over. oh mann... wz came over with a cake and everyone started singing. i was so touched, moved, surprised, astounded, elated, excited [go look up the thesaurus on your own] that i almost cried. but i jus smiled. then i had to stand a distant and use my huff and puff to blow out the candles. heh. i was subsequently surrounded and prayed for.
thanks so much guys. this celebration really means alot to me =] thank you yoznetters =]] thanks wz. thanks sally. thanks girls =]] love u all. *sniff* so happy. this yr, ppl actually remembered, it is the best present i can receive. God bless uuuuu.... XD

today didnt do much. stayed at home to study with my sis. surpurisingly fun. like every other a level student, i feel the pressure and stress buliding. its worrying.. i'm not sure i can do as well as i did for a o's. argh. wadever.

anyway, on friday i meet up with my sec sch friends to return to stc to visit the teachers. when i was there, i knew deep in my heart i'll still be an ij girl no matter where i go (sounds weird, but ya). its those friends who made school meaningful. when i listen to the songs of high school musical, it really reminds me of the good times i had. deep inside, it pains me knowing that those days are long gone. the friends we now hold on to, are us trying to hold of to whats left of ourselves. what we once had and never want to lose. those 4 years which groomed us and made prepared us for today. no amount of preparation and training could ever help us to face our world today, but they[no, not teachers] did their best. we've survived this far. we will go on. yea. hide your feelings. thats the only way to move on

have you ever felt like the world has turned against you? like everyone around is an enemy?that it's you and only you?to fend for yourself.to stand tall.i know what it feels like.yet.do you know what it feels like.when enemies surround you.and you realise that friends are there.waiting.supporting.just there.comforting.standing beside.you know know how it feels.to be depressed and down.yet happy and comforted. at the same time. i know. i know because i am running two races at the same time.its not easy.but i will pull through.i will survive.i will emerge victorous.i will live.